"For this reason I also suffer these things; nevertheless I am not ashamed, for I know whom I have believed and am persuaded that He is able to keep what I have committed to Him until that Day."
(2 Timothy 1:12)
"For this reason," refers to Paul's calling to be a preacher, apostle, and teacher. He served well, and he suffered. Why is there so much suffering for pastors in churches? I think part of the answer is our own sinfulness and weaknesses, then you also have people in your congregation that are at times very difficult, and most of all, there is an enemy who is powerful and hates the man of God preaching the Word of God and shepherding the Church of God.
But instead of wilting in the blazing heat of persecution and suffering, Paul thrives. You can feel the passion and determination in this one word: "nevertheless." He is not ashamed, he doesn't back up, or retreat but moves forward boldly in his ministry because he knows in Whom (Jesus) that he has believed, and he's persuaded–not hoping–that Jesus is able to keep all Paul had committed to Jesus until that Day of His return. He knows Jesus has won and wins, and so too he will win, no matter what the circumstances are, even as he awaits Nero's sword of punishment. Can you imagine the guards and even other believers marveling at Paul's peace, joy, and passion in the midst of imprisonment and suffering?
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